How tf do i improve

feels like i regressed somehow?

idk what im doing now that's worse than late 2020 / early 2021

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maybe its my knowledge? maybe im just not a marketable personality? idk

prolly should play more soloqueue or smth idk that should help with knowledge somewhat ig

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